Victims
Tuesday, May 5th, 2009She shocked the panic of running out of study!
With themselves, Yu-ting, shaking constantly, and reduce the floor in the room, face the fear that she could not believe my own eyes can see, her eyeshard, not to patting his face.
No way! No way! I do not believe that! Ah! … I do not believe that!
Yu-ting kept screaming, crying, almost out of control and wail!
She39s crying like wounded animals dying, people listened to shudder!
Rush of footsteps coming from downstairs, the door was opened!
Her husband - Junming standing outside the room.
Yu-ting, face lift, face makeup has been damaged so that the tears, resentment Junming open eyes, full of bloodshot eyes of the animal like a mad general.
Junming look at the hands of the Yu-ting of the paper tightly, his face pale, he knew everything could no longer conceal!
Yu-ting, I am sorry! I have been with you, in fact, before marriage I would like to tell you, I .. I .. I thought that after getting married with you, may be able to .. can lead a normal ..
Do not the … why would you dye to this disease? Why? You with another woman around the outside of it dyed? Tell me ah! You say ah!
Yu-ting, cut off screaming Junming confession of repentance, ahair, pushing, step by step to Junming. Junming straight back to the wall, at the beginning of his turn, unable to open the eyes of Yu-ting. Now, should be frank.
Yu-ting, I am the truth of the note, but I hope that you will sit down to listen to me finish, please believe me, I am …..
Said ah! I do not want to listen to nonsense, said that, ah! Yu-ting Junming grabbing clothes, shouting out of control.
Junming pain that sell Yu-ting, a more alarming fact.
In fact, from the junior high school, I discovered that I do not like women, I hate them chirp, look weak. Originally, I thought the young boy during the general response. However, the high school, I only know that other boys only lip service, they are full of interest in girls. Later on, I know a few of the students as early as I am, I am deeply attracted by him, each time with him, she felt very happy, I do not know why is this so? why girls I would not have such a feeling. I have tried to contact with the girls, but instead let me great pain. On one occasion, I told students that travel alone, I … I . to him my confusion. did not expect, he has told me that he had seen .. I. I can not belong to women.
Yu-ting open hand,incredible to the floor.
Junming. . . Is to tell her that he is. . . . . He is. . . .
Yu-ting Junming watch face, color gradually faded, his eyes, sighed on to say that.
I know that in this society, is not allowed to do so, public opinion is very relentless attacks, we can only with great care not to allow others to find. At the very least, the public will not see a monster before our eyes, We all must live. in met you before, I was determined to single life, anyway, a lot of non-marital family, attracted at most a few casual remarks. However, the family39s pressure, but .. but let I had to give up this idea. met after you, you are independent and self-confidence is not lost to any of the boys, I would like, maybe .. maybe, I can have another kind of social norms of a normal life, Yu-ting, Believe me, I really tried, I really want to love you, but. I still can not. me.
You tell me it is, you do so-called gay?
Yu-ting, then suddenly interrupted Junming, sounds cool. Junming eyes, she did not have any facial expression.
Junming squat body, Ting Yu sincerely want understanding.
Yu-ting, I am not you, use you, but …
You just told me, is not it? Yu-ting would not let him go on talking about this, she is only one answer, yes or no? Junming nodded helplessly.
Oh ….. crazy Yu-ting started laughing, tears down the cheeks down, she did not understand why Junming of things between men and women would be ridiculous to make people unfamiliar with, even after marriage, he has also been reluctant to touch her, either that he was drunk, they will not become a true husband and wife. After he woke the pain, Yu-ting will be sent the wrong meaning that he is a gentle treatment because there is no self-reproach her. In fact, even if the United States if the woman is beecheyana not touch his heart.
Yu-ting, so that the response to the fear Junming. He thought she would be angry and did not expect was hysterical laughing.
Gradually stop laughter, Yu-ting and poker-faced. Junming emerge suddenly disturbed mind.
You have been intended to deceive me, do not tell me the truth? Yu-ting also asked.
Junming hesitated only nodded, said I really do not have the courage to say, so I intend to have this!
Even if …. you get the disease would not recognize me? Yu-ting attention turned Junming, very clear eyes, clear reflection of his shadow.
The report was received only yesterday, I … I do not know how you want to export, this morning I want to tell you, it will make a meal together, but said the export, I regret it, and really do not know how to to tell you that I was not yet ready
Junming honestly admitted that he39s failed to keep the appointment.
Your illness .. is your partner to you ..? Yu-ting also asked calm.
Junming hesitate for a while before that and nodded I am only aware of the incidence until he and I always thought he was just a cold, there is no attention. Was found that some wrong, only to go to the hospital to check. Never mind ..
His voice is getting smaller and smaller, is a fact, and even more to say? Yu-Ting Tai Junming looked calm expression, really disturbed the quiet before the storm is not so?
So, you let me die unclear? Yu-ting down at the floor, cold voice asked.
Yu-ting, to check you have not, perhaps you do not want to get so serious! Junming said shaking his head.
Oh … not serious? Oh … you are positive, I might not infected? You can guarantee the I swear, I will not be infected with it? You say ah! Assured me ah!
Yu-ting moment raised his head and laughed, looking at aggressive Junming Q
I …… I …..
What can not guarantee Junming, Yu-ting to the probability of infection can not be said, but only now can only advised her to go to hospital for examination.
Yu-ting, we go to the hospital for an examination, perhaps you do not have to say is not necessarily infected!
Efforts to try to convince Junming Yu-ting.
I go to the hospital to lose face? Ignored by those look?
Yu-ting Junming hold hands and nails deep into his skin pinch.
Junming no longer be able to open the eyes of Yu-ting, who was also a great deal of courage to muster into the hospital, the doctor kind of eyes, he almost could not bear, not to mention the Yu-ting!
God! I wrong there! Am I doing wrong?, I so to you,of you, I work hard, I39ll give you a comfortable home, I will let you do not have to worry about, what you have given me ? you return me? .. how could you do to me?
Yu-ting finally uncontrollable new caps crying, and her efforts to All Mirage into a bubble, how can she bear?
Pathetique cries have echoed in this House thought it was love, and the brutal truth of the facts revealed that, like them bedside cabinet those photos, laugh at the innocence of the Yu-ting.
Yu-ting toward those photos, crazy smashed, torn up, broken all the room furnishings, cut glass everywhere Yu split-ting of the fingers, stained with blood everywhere, shocking people.
Junming hurry up to seize the hand of Yu-ting, to prevent re-injury of her own.
Yu-ting, do you calm a little, do not hurt themselves this way, I am sorry you, Yu-ting ..
Has been plunged into an abyss of despair, Yu-ting,Junming, she shrill cries of the people are scared after listening to heartbreaking, Junming apology too late, perhaps too late.
Heher, let her vent out the hearts of resentment, even if a thousand knives million at the moment he cut it should be. A long time. . . . .
, Yu-ting of the people calm down, get rid of Junming ring with her hand, cold voice said
I want to think about it, you go out!
Yu-ting ..
Go!
Yu-ting Junming see attitude is very firm that advised her now, she did not go on. In turn turned to the door, watching the Yu-ting the background, remorse, said
Yu-ting, I know that remorse is all too late, but you must excuse me ..!
gently, Junming with heavy footsteps going downstairs.
My life would end up like that?
Yu-ting, sitting in the window, thinking about the loss.
Optional original thought it was a good son-in-lawthought linked to her husband39s hand, to the father of her daughter39s eyes that he is the best the original outline of the beauty that she will achieve a step-by-step. Thought. . . . . .
Now, a test report, her dream shattered. .
Junming report. . AIDS testing. . . Positive. . Yu-ting frenzy with their own head, the influx of a variety of thoughts. Junming expression of pain him the recognition his confession he used her. .
Ming! She uttered a sob, his face with tears of blood cross-dissolved. She will be hard to hit the wall first, the pain was no perception!
She could not accept this century will be the victims of the plague. . .
She could not accept their own life will be colored in the eyes of others. . .
She could not accept other people will be saying too much fear as the monster escape. .
She can not accept even their own husbands. . Surprise. . Is a gay, AIDS carriers is!
The original. . Junming are the reasons for the unusual, but found himself too late!
She stood trembling, open windows, the window lights brilliant King. Have thought he was like the lamp of the future King, to show off the honor. . . Did not expect, but only short-lived virtual China.
Standing 6-story window, she left the house at last glance. . Jump to jump.